Wednesday 30th November 2016
At the beginning of the year I wasn’t very determined at all to lose weight. I thought I would give it a go though
.After a few weeks my determination levels began to rise when the weight started to fall.
It wasn’t long before my determination levels hit maximum. I have maintained that level for a long time. I feel I have been very determined and motivated to succeed even when things got tough.
But lately I feel that those levels are dropping.
Tomorrow I start my 12th month which I think is some going, but I have a feeling that this 12th month is going to be one of the hardest.
With Christmas nearly here and all the food that will be around at parties and evenings out along with all the extra food that always comes out this time of year, I feel all this is really going to test my determination.
There is one thing going for me and that is that this year I have got myself into some really good habits. I can’t seem to stand the smell of anything sweet anymore, I don’t really like the smell of anything milky either. I just hope that will mean I can resist and not succumb to temptation.
My desperation to lose weight has also reduced as the weight has dropped which has caused my determination levels to lower.
With the fact I am writing all this today means I am conscious of it which hopefully means that I won’t let that determination lower anymore but maybe send that needle back in the other direction.